For the first time ever in my life, I felt completely and foolishly alone. My heart was being destoryed because I was abandoned. I wasn't physical alone. Herds of people walked right on by. But in my head, I was in a dark room, all by myself. Everyone I have ever talk to about being alone would say the worst and far most hideous phrase. "I know how you feel." Yeah, right.
My hands begin to feel like stone, rock hard stone. I can't move. I attempt to change position, but my attempt fails.
I want to scream and make sure my pain was noticed. I didn't want to make a fool out of myself. But I know I brought this upon myself. I let the best thing that ever happened to me walk away, never to return. Foolish girl, I thought over and over to myself. Foolish girl, Foolish girl, Foolish girl.
